April 2/09 One thing that I just can’t stop touching.

Some random thoughts for the day:

• Why is it in my neighbourhood, every time I try lying down during the day hammering starts. Either someone is yet again getting their roof redone, reconstructing their houses from arson or something. I don’t care about thier renovation needs when I tired.

• My iPod Touch is turning into a new obsession. With its connectivity to the internet and ability to be wired in has changed the game. Finally I can have something with me that reflects what my calendar on my computer looks like.

• I have to work and all I want to do is fidget around with him. Last night it was almost masturbatory. I just wanted to play with it, instead it was tucked in and zipped up into my man-purse.

• On my iTunes, I have no idea where I got the song, it’s playing “Catch My Disease” Catchy isn’t it?

• Why is it that finally I have someone interested in spending time with me, and is heading up this weekend from out of town, that suddenly I feel like a viable commodity when several other approaches have been made. Has god’s famine come to an end? Am I going to role up the old self-esteem and finally feel like I’m attractive and have something to offer again. Well, the answer is not in outside validation, but fuck I’m superficial and it’s a great way to jump start the dormant.

• Now that my little Hildy’s eye is getting better from the eye drops and the 230 dollar bill (thank the lordess for Vet Insurance). Now I have to get my other dogs weight down after her vacation during my time trying to crate train (unsuccessfully) — now she is sick as well. Now that she stopped eating, let’s see how long it takes before she starts getting the runs and throwing up all over the place.

• It’s time to start writing my interview now that I’ve transcribed the conversation.